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I'm surprised I'm back to blog right after blogging yesterday hahaha.
Nope, I'm not done with the Turkey photos yet but just more things that happened after I blogged yesterday.

If you haven't seen me spazzing on twitter yet, I FOUND MY PERFECT BOYFRIEND SMILE YESTERDAY NIGHT. I was just innocently watching kpop youtube videos because i missed out on a lot of the comebacks when i went for my turkey trip. but then I saw this boy's particular smile that got me intrigued and I literally SMILED at my phone screen HAHAHA. okay this is sounding so stupid and I'm feel like a love sick desperate little girl, but you know what? heck all of that. you know how stories always say that when the boy they love smiles, they'll unconsciously smile as well? THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED TO ME WHEN I LOOKED AND JOON'S SMILE IN THIS VIDEO. (joon is the 2nd guy to appear in the video if you don't know who mblaq is and btw, G.O, the first guy that appears is my ultimate bias. joon is second after him)




Hello, I'm finally back hahaha ^^

Deleted all my blogposts except the wishlist & resolutions one (& my most recent blog post) because I'm a bad blogger and all the other posts were stupid. Haven't blog in over a month I'm so sorry :O Previously wanted to blog about OBS (which was a really long time ago) and my turkey trip but i guess busy-ness and lazyness got to me, whoops. Gonna blog about those 2 now + maybe some other small things (:

June Holidays have been really hectic and I was really tired so my homework is like 0% done argh. Went for my turkey trip on the first week of the june holidays from 2june - 11june. Will post only some photos here along with my itinerary (if i can even remember most of it) and the rest of the photos will be up on facebook as soon as i get over my busy and lazy schedule. Didn't blog about OBS because i thought the memories should only be kept within my group + I was (again) lazy. I'll only be blogging about the things i learnt and maybe a little events here and there.

OBS 
Everyone in my batch was forced to go except those with medical conditions. I'm usually really hyped about camps but somehow OBS got me really worried especially about the kayaking. In case no one knows yet, I went for a kayaking begineers' course in Y1 and a one star kayaking course in Y2 for guides. I personally hate the water, example swimming and kayaking and anything that we have to be in the water for. being in the water for a long time gives me really bad headaches and i hate being soaked in water. even like spas or jacuzzis or what especially if they have the really strong aroma smell i get headaches after 15-30 minutes and its horrible. I survived the Y1 course because it was actually fun but the kayaking was really tiring and i got really dizzy and was barely consciously kayaking because if i did, i would die. so i just zoned-out to pass the time lol. but on the contrary, the Y2 one was absolutely horrible. I barely survived the first day and was comtemplating if i wanted to go for the second day and call in sick instead, but i eventually decided to just push myself. So apparently we had to do this rescue drill 3 times in 3 different perspectives; the rescuer, the rescuer's assistant and the capsized victim. We were spilt in teams of 3 and my first role was the assistant which was okay with me since i only had to row and help hold the kayak + the paddles for my rescuer (which was shanice goh btw). but unfortunately on the next turn, i had to be the rescuer. now if you haven't done this before, its like your victim capsizes, then you pull their kayak onto your kayak. its really hard because their kayak is like filled with water underneath and the kayak itself is already heavy so you practically have to use one hand (you can't use two because you're in the kayak and its too far away for your other hand to be much of a use) and haul at least half of their kayak up first before you can use both hands to haul up the other half. you have to do this while being IN the kayak so you can't stand up or use any other part of your body to lift the weight. what sucked was that im weak in arm strength and the damned kayak couldn't be hauled up. even shanice (she was my assistant then) tried to help but she was too far away. in fact, most people struggled but i totally couldn't. my hand kept getting stuck between the victim's kayak and my kayak and having that amount of weight pressed on my hand is damn painful and not funny ok. furthermore the freaking instructor kept screaming at me that i should haul it up faster, even threatening that he'll give me another 5 minutes if not we have to move on and I wouldn't get the damn certificate. so obviously i was close to tears and was just crying while trying my best but he just couldn't see that I can't do it. he didn't even encourage me lor wtf. So I gave up, and didn't even want to capsize and be the victim for my team because i was too traumatized and i hated capsizing the most (before i did the rescue drill. now i hate being the rescuer the most lol) so i just didnt want to do it. another person helped my team which i was really thankful for. i think my entire team hates me LOL (btw my other teammate was ruorou). so eventually i cried (in front of 吴老师, who comforted me too) and then went home... end of story. and so after this unfortunate incident, i never wanted to kayak again and was really scared to do it in OBS because we didn't to do the rescue drill too.

So well the obs groupings came out and i was in group 2. the batch was spilt into camp 1 & camp 2 in which our schedules were different. group 1 and 2 combined a lot and we were the "special group". apparently for the other teams in camp 1, their schedule was camp 1 > camp 2 > external camp > back to camp 1 (4nights). but for us it was camp 1 > external camp > another external camp > back to camp 1. so we couldn't shower for 2 nights ?!?!?! ): some other groups also had the same schedule as us (like group 3 & 4) but then their 2nd night "external campsite" was like damn near camp 1 and it was better unlike ours asdfghjkl ): so it was really tiring and stuff but since we were special, WE DIDN'T HAVE TO DO KAYAKING. DO YOU KNOW HOW DAMNED HAPPY I WAS THEN OMG. AND WE DID RAFTING INSTEAD!! and rafting was like using lashes so the guides were damn happy lah :D so from the 1st external campsite, we rafted to some place, then walked to the second one where we met the other groups who had the same schedule but diff campsites! :D (like they also two nights external but their first external campsite was better than ours). I'm really happy about rafting because rafting was really fun and it was my favourite activity overall ^^

I cried on the first night because i missed my family and thought i was gonna die for kayaking and no one would be there to help me and peiyi had to bring me to my instructor which i cried to. this is so embarrassing lol. but well, i dont usually cry, even like when i went for STEP programme to thailand i wasn't worried about leaving my parents at all LOL. but i guess disappointing my parents after CTs got to me and I was away from all my ways of escaping stress and no one was there to hug me or anything so i was really scared :/ but OBS was really enriching i actually got to learn really memorable stuff instead of the normal "being independent" and stuff. Ruth told me to trust my teammates (the 5-8km walk thing i was scared for that after being relieved of not having to kayak) and trust that they will help me get through this tough ordeal and im not alone and things like that. so i was really encouraged and surprisingly, the walk was pretty fun and it was so comforting to see that I've really bonded with my teammates and that they actually like to hang out with me. me and my insecurities.... (hmm on second thought maybe they dont like to hang out with me afterall but whatever, i really liked their company and enjoyed it). OBS really taught to trust and to believe in my team although teamwork is not my strongest point. in fact, i dont like teamwork that much.... really happy i got to know some of the 3C people (actually they don't talk to me anymore im really sad :/) and bond more with people i dont know. i hope they give us a Y4 camp... ):

I guess i'm done with obs, and for those of you out there who are scared of being independent or at camp, I assure you that you'll miss camp after the ordeal and that no matter how weak you are, there are always people you can trust to help you and make you tougher. goodluck (:




HELLO.
wanted to delete all my blog posts except the wishlist one but then I realised most of it (the new year resolution and the other stuff) I cannot delete HAHA okay so I'm starting a new way of blogging today. Not to like randomly blog out my thoughts because its so confusing to read and like wtf is she saying, so yep.

Monday.
had the last of my common tests which was math2. was okay with it lah, wasn't as horrible as math1 and physics seriously, I screwed both big time. Then hanged out with the 届 and celebrated Susila's birthday :D Got treated to pizza and kfc hehe, she and her mum are so nice!! Talked to Clarice and Shermaine in between because they wanted to meet up but I had the 届 thing so ): not that hanging out with the 届 is bad haha, but I want to hang out with both!!

Decided to leave earlier with Charlene, Jamie and Pamela and went vivo. we kinda just walked around looking at stuff hahaha. went to get yogurt first at this place called Yami Yogurt :D I got the original yogurt with oreos! contemplated to get the sunflower seeds but I think Jamie said it was heaty so ): I've been sick since like 1 week before cts, then during cts I half recovered, then it came back again ): my voice keeps cracking easily so I tend to avoid heaty stuff (survived 3 weeks without them so far). now I need to survive one more week of it because I don't want to get a pimple breakout before/during obs because I won't have time to clean my face properly and its so unhygenic there and i wouldn't be able to bring pimple cream or anything... Anyways, Pam took like 3 toppings ._. she was literally like "Oh can I have that... um and that /sees another one/ omg that one" and then when she spotted another one we were like "PAM STOP" Its like $2-$3 for the yogurt and $0.95 per topping so hers was $5 (3 toppings). omg, then she said she didn't know it was so expensive. At the end she couldn't really finish so charlene ate a few bites (and I think Jamie did too) hahaha. Btw, got that stamp thingy for it HAHA.


We sat at the chairs (the basement there with all the food) near the yogurt place and talked hahaha. they were teasing me and then forced me to say my old crush ): sad old me. walao the conversation practically went like this:
Me: OMG STOP ASKING CAN WE PLEASE GO TO DAISO
Them: OMG DAISO STARTS WITH D IS HE FROM D.
Me: NO CAN WE PLEASE GO DAISO
Them: TELL US FIRST
and yep it continues on. I think we took like 15-20mins or like maybe 30 on this bloody topic LOL. but at the end we never go daiso ):

walked around and tried to find the movie theater cos we wanted to see what movie we can watch. wasn't really interested so we decided to shop and talk. the cinema was like beside mini toons, action city, precious thoughts etc so we went to shop mainly for people's presents :D Got susila her birthday present and we spilt the money hahaha (gonna update the blogpost with a picture of her present after she receives it tmr, wouldn't want to ruin the surprise).
Then at minitoons I got my mum's mother's day present!! It's this white ferries wheel for us to put like pictures and it will spin around. My mum is always talking about family bonding and how we shouldn't always only care about work but also take time to go out because she likes going out as a family. She's always the only one who's free because she's a housewife, 3 of us all not free then sometimes we fight about it ): so I decided to make it up to her and like put family photos there and give her :D Plus, she loves decorative stuff (especially flowers) so it can be displayed/placed in her new room/house after we move house and have more space there :D wanted baby pink but then Jamie and Charlene said I should get white (they like white HAHA). Decided to get white in the end because its a family thing and white is like peaceful and pure and happy so yep :D It was $20 but damn worth! (now I'm broke)

walked around somemore and went to gongcha! :D got earl grey milktea with 3J instead of my favourite gongcha milk melon tea hehe! then we sat around to talk. at first we sat at the chairs indoors, then later moved outdoors (the view is damn pretty) and then we moved to like outside the entrance door haha. Snapped a picture with Pamela because she wanted one! Charlene took the picture hahaha.


Went to Urban Write and there was a 50% sale for some items but nothing really caught my eye so! wanted to shop somemore but then suddenly realised it was 630 and i told my mum I'll go back by 5-6pm. Didn't really notice the time because my phone ran out of battery and I didn't have a watch ): went home myself because I didn't have a phone battery life to call my mum to pick me up by the time I reached bedok mrt's taxi stand plus I didn't want her to see the mother's day gift because its so huge, it couldnt fit in my bag for me to hide it from her...
got home after sweating so much in the hot weather and when I got home, I excitedly showed my dad the mother's day gift and he was like so excited HAHA "faster keep later she come home already!!'" she was fetching my brother from tuition HAHA she could have picked me too but well battery life ): and the gift being a surprise is more important!!

Tuesday.
Was really tired when I got home on monday because of all the shopping and then when I woke up in the morning I suddenly remembered got PE T-T but soccer was fun HAHA
Emmalene: "OHMYGOD OHMYGOD I CAN'T KICK A BALL" /anyhow kicks and manages to/
Chelsea Chua: "Oh you just did, congratulations"
HAHAHAHAHHAHA I CAN'T EVEN THEY'RE SO CUTE.
also:
Chelsea Chua: "/while trying to steer the ball/ GEE GEE GEE GEE BABY BABY BABY"
HAHAHA. I swear I lost my stamina to laughing omg my stomache really hurt.
then I got tripped by BOTH chelseas HAHAHA. and then I was pretending to complain about it and chelsea chua was like "OI I CAUGHT YOU HOR" and "I SAVED YOU LOR" HAHA. actually its because we both wanted to kick the ball then I tripped over her and was on top of her HAHA.
Then Chelsea Heng got hit in the face with Chelsea Chua's ball then she was in shock + laughter so she was tearing and laughing HAHA. I pretended to yell at chelsea again and went like "OI WALAO YOU MAKE HER CRY".
Fazly says the best way to win is by screaming so can you just imagine ruth and chelsea chua screaming while trying to get the ball... its now your turn to laugh your socks off HAHAHAHAHA.
there was one point in time that fazly was like "IS ANYONE COLOUR BLIND" and chelsea chua was like "ME" and then he held up a tennis ball and went like "what colour is this" hahaha then he made us play soccer with that omg, we got so fed up.
Susila wasn't playing cos she didn't bring pe + her ankle hurt so :/

Also got back our HCL ct paper, it was disappointing i guess :/ was comforting jess and almost cried myself. She extended her hand over to me and tried to comfort me instead at some point oops haha.

Wednesday
Wasn't really much on wednesday but got pretty freaked out during physics and nata almost cried which made me pretty emotional as well ): during LA lecture, I just unconsciously teared (idk why lah ok) but I wasn't really thinking about it leh actually, the lecture was pretty distracting so. Yidi kept asking me if I was okay. I really was and I was rubbing my eyes because it was itchy, but then I realised I really did look sad ):

"Hey, you okay?"
"Yeah just really disappointed."
"About what? Youself?" 
and that's when I realised I actually didn't know what I was disappointed of. Was it really at myself? I knew that I worked hard and I knew that I tried my best, but why was I still disappointed at myself? was it the results? or was it the knowledge that I had disappointed my parents as well?
"Everything."




placed the guides consent form in Ms Sim's locker after school and took the one for Friday, then I saw Shanice Goh's chem worksheet inside HAHA told her and she took it back herself :D Brought my travel declaration form to the SSC because I forgot to pass to Celina before she went off for choir ): actually wanted to sign up for the SH choir helper thing but then have guides on sat so cannot :/
Went home and my mum wanted me to go parkway with her. I agreed because needed to get obs stuff and I'll be busy for guides during the weekends + for mother's day. but then I fell asleep and didn't go and my mum got pissed... oops. wanted to go parkway for cotton on to get the tee also but :/ sigh me and my naps. Previously, my mum actually asked me to get obs stuff at vivo but then the only place I really had to go was marks and spencers for my rose talcum powder (I ran out T-T)  for like powder bath in camp and also to get sweets for my own cravings! She had vouchers so she ask me not to go first ):  sigh its going to be so busy even after cts :/ btw, she finally saw and asked me about the random box lying around my room (the mother's day gift for her) so I asked her to not keep asking me about it and shooed her away. I think now she's suspicious HAHA.


There's chem practical tmr so someone please remind me to bring testtubes. I need to take out all the worksheets I filed also for lesson. ): jiayou everyone, especially the guides <3
Btw, really happy about week10's monday because I get to come late at 1015 and leave early at 1230 hehe!

Just searched up cotton on's website and I saw the $5 scarf thing HAHA. omg this is like perfect for winter because my nose is always cold and running and my lips are always cracked ): those normal scarfs if you wrap its really uncomfortable and keeps dropping off. http://shop.cottonon.com/shop/rubi/?ici=wapscarf&icn=rub_130506__wapscarf_aunz_hpcara03 the nude, maroon and brown one is really pretty! i think the blue one also but I think its too bright for winter HAHA black is too common, not a big fan of black  ): I love the maroon one hehe really tempted to get it. but its only for online purchases aww ): really contemplating if I should buy from cotton on online because of the scarf and I think now there's free shipping + I want typo notebooks. they have like 2 for $10 A4 notebooks now!! http://asia.cottonon.com/shop/typo/journals/ gonna try to convince my mum haha :D

OH AND ONE MORE THING. HAVE YOU WATCHED 2PM'S COMEBACK OMGOMGOMG.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a7cH5EAXNNg NICHKHUN FINALLY GETS TO SING AND THE ENTIRE RAP GOES TO TAECYEON OMGGG. only thing I didn't like was that all of them got 1 part, but chansung got 2! I mean like wooyoung is main vocal, he should get 2 singing parts instead! ): OH AND THE ALBUM IS CALLED GROWN! their gonna release the second song for it soon!! :D gonna buy the album hehe, its $22 i think and still have poster and photocard (I think) IF YOU DON'T THINK ITS NICE, YOU HAVEN'T LIVED.

wow this was a long post :O
goodnight! x
Eunice




HELLO :D

Today I'll be blogging about my wishlist because I hate how people give me things I really don't need/want. Not that I don't like them, but I rather have something I desire to have haha ^^ So here is this blogpost, so remember to look at it and give me ahhh ^^
Btw, these things are what I currently can remember that I really want haha, might update it if I see more things. I sound so selfish, wanting people to give me stuff but haha, better than somethng I don't need right?
P.S: Many things here might be expensive but you can always share the costs with other people HAHA. Love you guys xoxo

1) Kpop stuff :DDD
If you know me personally, you'll know I'm a kpop addict hahaha. Not as hardcore as many others, but still ^^ I like a variety of bands, but my ultimate favourites are 2pm and f(x)!! In order of my favourites:



               
Last but not least, albums? ^^ Like if you know that they just had a comeback (2pm and fx especially, Nu'est too) then BUY FOR ME PLEASE HAHAHA. Especially those limited edition/got like photobook and have alot of things inside idk lah haha. I like runningman and wgm (KHUNTORIA) too ^^


2) Other stuff xD

I AM A BIG FAN OF AH BOYS TO MEN. Please get me their comic book/movie disc HAHA. I prefer the comic book more xD If its signed, I will love you more.



I LOVE BADGES I COLLECT THEM A LOT HAHA. So if you know of anything I like (kpop, some quote/pictures, cartoon) then please buy for me hahaha.

Sweets. I LOVE SWEETS. Candy addict like seriously hahahha.


I think I'll definitely appreciate the kpop merchandise more haha xD this is just a guide, seriously not forcing anyone to buy for me, but I'll be so grateful if you did ^^ Actually, I really really want the cold cup + 2pm hoodie + lightsticks + jelly bands+ ABTM stuff HAHA the rest are just things I really have my eye on ^^ btw, I have the 2pm and Nu'est jelly bands already yay :D

IF YOU BUY ANYTHING HERE I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER HAHAHA.
But of course if anyone even buys me a birthday gift, I'll be so happy already. Like hardly anyone gives me so ): sigh.

If you're still reading this, love you all! Such a lengthy and naggy post.
Byeeee.
Eunice

Hey guyss.

So I'm back obviously already back from Thailand and its already 2013!
I know the previous post was kinda weird and confusing, but its just for rant so, ignore it!

Firstly, HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS! <3
I don't know if 2013 is gonna be good or not for me, it all depends. I just hope school and cca goes well.

Here's my resolution list
1) Make more friends.
I'm Year 3 now and we're changing classes, mines 3B! <3 so far, its been kind of chaotic, we all have differences. So I'm hoping I'll have a blast in orientation and get to know each other better, and at least make a clique. Also, I'm hoping Casilda's still going to stick with me since I might spend more time on Susila. Oh well, wish me luck.
2) GPA of 3.6
Actually, I'll already be quite happy if I get a GPA of 3 or 3.2, but my dad has some conditions to follow. I'll need a gpa of 3.6 to get a camera. My second hobby is photography, so I obviously want a camera super badly. I've got my eye on one beautiful camera, but I'll need to work hard for CT1 to get it ):
3) Dance lessons
I love dance, its my favourite hobby. But its kinda awkward for me to dance alone at home because my mum can watch and its just weird. Plus, I don't think I'm that good, so I'll need lessons. I told my dad about it but he's against dancing because he's afraid I'll go clubbing. Knowing how to dance doesn't mean I'll go clubbing, dad ): Hence, he said I'll need a gpa of 3.8 or above. But its SUPER hard. I'll just have to convince him, or at least get resolution 2 to make him let me.
4) Get closer to my primary school friends
We haven't met for a while and we're drifiting apart. I need to see them soon, probably March!
5) Get a role I like in Guides (my cca)
Its super complicated and I think I'm at the botton of the list ): so tough chance I'll get any good role D: I've always waned PL, but it may not come true. Again, wish me luck.

Okay, thats about all my resolutions. I just really really hope I do well in school, cca and of course get to do my top two hobbies.

I had a blast spending the new year. Like every year, we went to Karyn's house :D It was a little boring truthfully but nontheless, it was better than staying at home. Not much to say, but she had to go to a friend's house in the end, so I was left alone with the guys ): Their nice though.

Thats all for my new year,
See you readers soon,
Eunice xxoo